Feelings and thoughts seems to get stronger

As the night get darker, feelings and thoughts seems to get stronger. I wonder why? Probably tonight is another emotional night for me again.

Feelings and thoughts strikes again. Especially after a whole day of activities that went through for the day.

Kind of tired with it, but there seems to be no choice for it.

Some one mentions something to me today, and I'm trying hard to get the meaning behind it. If only I was able to read minds. Things may be a lot easier.

Little things have enormous impact

Little things do have Enormous impacts.

A little conversation can spice up your life, at the same time downturn it. All of it just depends on your mindset. The way you handle it as well as the way you view it. How complicated can life be?

Happiness engages with sorrow for the day.

I was finally home early for the week, and my early would mean around 5.30 plus. The sky was drizzling and the air was in midst. A perfect jogging period, I would say. So I went for a jog in the drizzles. Letting the rain to brush through my body, just as I hope that the thoughts would went off too. But I was wrong, it does get stronger. How stupid I am…

Loaded Schedule

Wake up extremely early in the morning today, just to go to school early. Not really for the project sake, but doesn't really want to stay at home. Everything just went on as per normal in school, except for the badminton game that I have finally managed to play, after several weeks of planning, with jy and fuzzy.

My schedule for the day wasn't really interesting, but rather packed indeed. Reach home around 9.30pm. Tired and exhausted for a day. Despite of the tiredness, I do really hope that I could get myself engrossed in a fully loaded schedule for the rest of my life, or maybe just for these couples of weeks, so as to stop my imaginations from running wild on that someone again.

Thoughts went through from dawn till twilight, and image of that someone is still in mind.

Emotions

Weekends have arrived, but I wasn't excited at all. Emotions have invaded me for the whole day, confusing my thoughts and actions. What should I do? I have no answers. Except for letting such horrible emotions to continuously engulf me. I have no intention and wasn't able to break it free. Tired and lose of hope. Is this my life? I do thought that life could be much more appealing, perhaps I was wrong.

All these emotions simply come from a person, someone who endlessly emerges out from my brain cells. I do wonder if it is a torture or a blessing. What's wrong with me? If only all my questions could be answered, which I doubt so.

Will I be able to live in the life that appears in my dream?

Life is just far more complicated. And a simple emotion does create a lot more harm than you think.

Fascinating Movies

不能说的秘密

On thursday, I have spent my nights by watching the movie <不能说的秘密> .After the strong recommendations by zhang lei and jie yong. It is really a nice movie indeed. Kind of touching and it does set your mind into a series of thinking. Indeed, the movie was really fascinating despite certain scenes relate me to Harry Potter. Hehe. But for now, I'm in love with this movie.

Beowulf

After a week of stupid schooling, weekend has finally arrived. After class yesterday, xue jiao, zhang lei, ming de, jie yong and me headed to the lab to experience the exciting and thrill of the stocks market. And indeed, our hearts fluctuate as the stocks go, probably for jie yong & me only ba. Hehe. Dammn exciting and thrill sia.

After a hard work on the project, all of us decided to head down to AMK hub for a movie, where we were recommended by zhang lei again, to watch the <Beowulf> . Despite most of them do not really enjoy the movie, but I think that the movie is really not that bad, except for the graphics that make it kind of cartoonist. However, the content does looks interesting, whereby it states the truth self of human beings, how they are seduced by fame, glory, sex and courage.

But the truth is - any movie will be nice to me as long as I'm watching with the right person, and that's my logic of life. Hehe.

Sakae Sushi

Feeling rather sick today. I wonder why. Thanks god there is a 4hr break in between lessons that allows me to catch a nap before returning back to school for an afternoon lesson.

Probably due to the wired sickness. I have developed certain wired dreams and thinking that make my head spins for the whole day. Hope it do not continue.

Btw, yesterday meet up with bees and banana to Sakae Sushi for a fabulous buffet, followed by meeting up with Fuzzy for some exercises. Below are the pics that I promised to post up. Hehe.

(yummy yummy)

(ooo.... egg...)

(look @ how hungry is Bee)

Feelings that Never Ends

Do you ever have the feeling of missing someone so much in life that you think of that person almost every seconds?

Well. I do.

Recently, I'm overwhelmed with such feelings. I wonder what is the reason behind? Probably due to the loneliness that I have obtained from being alone at home all by myself.

Having to stay at home all by myself was what I have been wishing for in the past. However, I'm feeling a sense of regret now. How I wish the past could rewind. Everything and everyone would be the same again.

Unfortunately, times wait for no one. What happens had already happened. And there's no point of looking back.

(I am Trying HARD to be Realistic)

As Promised

Hey... As promised... I have loaded the pics...

THURSDAY:

It was LiLi 19th Birthday... And all of us head down to KFC for celebrations...

(sia la... can c lili is so HAPPY... hehe)

(everyone having fun)

On the same day after class, Banana & me went to Causeway Point... Cus Banana want to get some files... Haha... But after buying the files... We passed by the Toy stores... And guess wad we come out with... A Spiderman Walkies Talkie Set... Cool le... Hehe...

(mine spidy walkie talkie)

FRIDAY:

After class, Banana & me head down to Causeway Point again... (p.s. like everyday go there like dat... hehe) Reason being Fuzzy wans to go library... So we head down to Woodlands first to wait for her and Poing... And guess who came along too... LiLi... Surprise le... Hehe... And to our greater surprise... We found out that Poing actually read qiong yao... unbelievable rite... hehe

(Poing with her qiong yao)

A Change

Well... Actually I wanted to blogged on the past two days events... However, due to the new image set for my blog... I have wasted TWO & a HALF hours... and I'm so sleepy now... >O< ... haha... promised to uploads those interesting pics asap... till then... I go orh orh los... nitz

Calculus

Today seems to be a busy day for me... Started with a 8am morning class... Carry on to help Banana rush her report... Den went for the stupid calculus lesson... Follow by jogging... And i'm so dammn tired now... 2moro still got a stupid moring lesson @ 9am... OMG... and now I start to see stars around mine head.... I wan MORE sleepssss la....

Second Day of School

Well... Today was the 2nd day of school... Feeling better... Everything just goes on... Pack with lecs and tutts... But I manage to catch some parts of the High School Musical 2... Just b4 going to sch to assist Banana on her report... Haha... Despite it is more like a kids show... But the show was really nice... and maybe I prefer kids stuff ba... and i'm still a kid... haha...

First Day of School

First day of school has finally started... Everything seems to change a lot... the people around... the environment around... and the condition around... seems like an Aileen planet to me... Just eleven weeks and everything have changed so much...

I miss the time when I was just year one... everyone are more innocent... and every one are just so kind to one another... but now it seems to be a different case...

The first day of school wasn't a pleasant day for me at all... And I'm rather affected by it... kind of depressed... Maybe... Would it be different if I had chosen to be in JC after graduates... Would everything be better for me if I didn't choose to go to NYP...??? Thoughts are just hunting me DOWN...

Filled up with troubles and thoughts... And afraid of being alone ... I head myself to the library to get some new & inspirational books to read on... the environment was really nice... maybe it's because of school holidays... the environment seems so much quieter...

Chomp Chomp

Ystrd was mine first time goin to Chomp Chomp... 2gether wif hans, poing, lili & fongz... And i think the environment there is much better than i think... despite of the small area... it is rather clean & cooling... haha... poing and lili was doing the ordering... and they sure ordered quite a lot... and hans was doing the paying... like MUMMY brining her KIDS for dinner... haha... oh ya... and fongz treat us sugar cane juices los... despite she onli pay for half of the price... haha... and the sugar cane juice is BIG de los... after a heavy dinner... everyone decided to walk ard... and i realli mean ard & ard... haha... finally we landed ourselves in McDonalds... where i'm the onli one who ordered a cup of ice-cream... so pai se... after which... we went for the second round at another hawker centre... for satay... haha... (p.s. everyone sure can eat... except for someone...) haha... who dun even wan to eat onion... hehe... u know who u are... i shall not spell it out... wahaha

( C hw BIG e sugar cane drink is...)

(part of e foodsss we have... haha... )

(YUM SENG... on e table???)

(hey... wad u all doing to the stingray???)

(mine lonely Ice-Ca-Ream)

( C la... dun wan go order... pai se liao la... haha)

Last Day of IPP

Waaa.... Ystrd was the last day of IPP... Sian diao... Eleven weeks jus pass like that... But ystrd was a realli FUN & BUSY day for me... Cus towards the end of the day... I was running around in the office... Giving gifts... Take photos... And to complete mine last assigment... SAD SAD... haha... And I realli gonna miss IPP... Not the jobs... & of course not the part on doing report... But MISS the ppl there... Cus they are realli nice los... Cus other than giving me Chocs... They also treat me to Billy Bombers leh... haha... And I'm so happy los... Sort of the first dinner appointment that is totally for me... haha... and everyone jus got so full... cus it is American style... BIG plates los... haha... thanks guys, I have enjoyed myself... and hope u guys have enjoyed yurself too...

(touch up on GIFTS...)

(yaji, hr de, xiao zhu, xiao ya)

(me, yf, grace, ivy lim, xr)

(FORMAL farewell... everyone so formal in the pics... haha)

(FABULOUS LARGE size lunch... yum yum...)

(I'm INNOCENT... Dun K me!)

(mine BELOVED desk...)

(Choz from Gim Hoon... Nice nice...)

(I have SUPER POWERS...)

Checked It Out

hey hey... a holiday wasted... haha... i mus be crazy to be still so happy... but currently, i'm fascinated with this new song 崇拜 sang by 梁静茹... it is realli a nice song... and i know that u will say i changes so fast... cus ystrd I was still saying mine likeness about the 爱是永恒 ... haha... but wad to do... dis song is also veri nice ma... check out the video that i have posted at the side... dis song is actually attached wif the movie... seems like a nice and EMO movie... suit me sia... haha... but i dun think it is showing in Singapore... and i especially like the ear piece that 桂纶镁 was wearing... look so cooool... btw... check out mine dp on top too... haha

你的姿态 你的青睐 我存在在你的存在

你以为爱 就是被爱 你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风 海豚有海 我存在在我的存在

所以明白 所以离开 所以不再为爱而爱

自己存在 在你之外

Donut

Yeppy... Finally come across a holiday during mine "working" life... haha... a day of enjoyment... everything jus seems so nice... until then... i rmb of my report... haiz... a holiday to be wasted... maybe things won't always be that nice ba...

but it still holiday... so today i actually went to Suntec to get some donuts to pamper myself & the family... and I almost get lost... haha... but that's not the point... the point is no queuing up was require... so lucky... haha...

(craving for ONE???)

btw... after watching 【才华】... I have actually fell i love wif this song: 爱是永恒 by 张学友 ... and it's nw on mine blog... haha

Huo Guo

After 3 full days of SHOPPING... I have finally bought something for mine colleague ystrd... And now I realli knw that shopping = tiring... haha... wonder y tv always show it as so fun???

(the massage equip...)

Oh ya... Thanks to mine "ATTRACTIONS" ... I got free gifts le... wahaha

(mine little free gift)

Btw... today me, xiao ru & grace went for a long long lunch... a full 2 hour lunch... and guess wad we have... STEAMBOAT... wohooo... got the atmosphere of CNY sia... haha... but i do say... it realli taste nice... haha...

(nice nice)

consecutive 2am

Wohoo... Friday night was another outing night... Meet up wif fuzzy, xue jiao & poing after work for a bowling game @ Yishun Safra... And in fact... I have nvr tried bowling in mine life b4... so of course... many of them go into the drain... haha... but it was quite fun... and despite it was mine first time... I did manage to get 2 strike... haha... and probably is due to the genes from mine dad... who always play bowling in the past... and of course everyone manage to get @ least one strike during the game... cool man... and of course we did not head home after 2 full rounds of bowling... instead we move ourselves to the pool for a game... (p.s. not that swimming pool)... haha... and we have a pai se expereince down there los... hehe... after a supper @ S11... we finally head hm... and guess wad... i reach hm ard 12.30a.m. + los... and I was so tired... but i still watch yu le bai la... so end up onli slp @ 2 am.

(the cool Bowlers' Shoes...)

(the Bowlers wif the GENES)

(Our SCORES)

(the COOL POOLERS)

And for saturday... I meet up wif xue jiao & beeting (p.s. long time no see) @ bugis to shop for presents for our colleagues... And if u knw beeting well... You will now that she will be late... And indeed she's late... Haha... So by the time she finally reach... Me & xue jiao have already glance thru all the stores in bugis... And so we head ourselves to Orchard the moment she meet up wif us @ bugis... haha... Pai se la... And we shop and shop... And guess wad we buy for our colleagues... NOTHING le... haha... Cus nothing was really inside our budget... Buying gifts can be so hard... In the evening... Fuzzy also join us too @ Orchard...

After a fabulous dinner @ MOS ... Beeting headed home... And for us... Haha... Due to Xue Jiao suggestions... we head down to Yishun Safra AGAIN for a pool + bowling game... and onli head home @ 2a.m.... we are dammn cool rite... haha

But after 2 consecutive night slping @ 2 a.m. + ... I'm dead tired now... And I still have to consider wad to buy for the colleagues... so tried sia... >.<

ZIGGY'S

Dun be shock... Dis is indeed a book that I have borrowed from the library... Haha... And of course if u know me well... I dun read books that have a lot of words... As it will only make me sleepy... So dis book that I am recommending... Of course... Do not have a lot of words... Instead it is more of a comic... An inspirational one... Jus to share wif u guys one of the phrase that I like most:

"IF the Journey along LIFE'S road Sometimes Gets u DOWN... ALWAyS try to go the EXTRA SMILE"

(Dis is the book!)